Becoming

Becoming

A long time ago I never knew myself.

Then the memory of shame birthed its gift.

No more. The small one, the weak one, the frightened one.

Running from beatings, deflating.

I'm becoming more than a man.

More than you ever were.

Driven and burning to rise beyond Jesus.

I'm born again with snakes eyes

Becoming Godsize

I found my life was slipping through my hands.

Perhaps through death my life won't be so bad.

I can see you, can fuck you, inside of you.

Staring through your eyes.

Belittle your friends to serve me, to suck me,

To realize my saving grasp.

I of suicide.

I the unlord.

I'm born again with snakes eyes

Becoming Godsize