Can't Put Out And Not Take Back

Never thought I'd miss her, it's hurting so much
Never thought I need her, rejected her touch

My heart has caught on fire, I'm losing my mind
I never was a lier, just foolish and blind

It took a lot of hurting, to understand
I gotta stop pretending, never again

Really wanna talk to you
Gonna let my heart be true
Remembering what you have said:
Can't put out and not take back

Aching for the good times, freedom I choose
Fighting all my feelings, thought I won't lose

Can I be forgiven, the pain is too great
I'm begging you to listen, I hope it's not too late